Static

I don't know what it is.

The bear (I saw him the other night, I am now officially terrified).

Wouldn't you be?

The job.

Why does this feel like yesterday and so long ago at the same time? She couldn't even walk yet. 

The list of bazillion things that I need to do in the next 2 weeks.

There is more. So much more. I just didn't want to write it all down.

The fact that I haven't seen the Scare Bear or JoDene in what feels like ages.

The word "poop" (and all it's derivatives) seem to have taken the place of many other words in my child's vocabulary.

Quite honestly - the only picture of poop that did not make me gag. 

The fact that the procedure that was supposed to be my panacea, did not work, and, in fact, may have made it worse.

Whatever it is, I feel like it is just too much.

And all I can hear or think anymore is like static.

Do TVs even do this anymore? I know mine goes to a blue screen.

I am going to try to recharge myself a bit. Maybe shave my legs or paint my toenails.

I am running on empty and so on edge, that I am starting to scare myself.

Please do not be offended if you encounter me in real life, I am not trying to be mean or sarcastic, I am just trying to find my center.