Tuesday, June 7, 2011

No Answers

I am the girl that has always had a plan, always had an answer.

That's one of the cool things about being a mom to a 3 year old, most of the questions are pretty easy to answer and I look super smart.

When I told Z that I no longer had a job, she cried - hard. She looked up at me, eyes full of tears and said, "But Momma, what are we gonna do?" And for the first time in her life, I didn't have an answer.

I really do not have an answer right now, my plan right this second revolves around cleaning and organizing our home during her last week in school.

Next week, I think we may go fishing, maybe even go for a trip to the swimming hole.

Beyond that - well, I just don't know right now.

This week, I am trying to pull myself back together, trying to repair myself from the damage done. Trying to figure out who I am again.

And right now, it's a pretty big job.

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1 comment:

  1. Found you on bloggymoms.

    I know what you mean about not knowing. I am a stay at home Mom and would like to remain that way but now money is getting tight. There are so many questions that need answers. Don't you wish you could just snap your fingers and have it all figured out?? Man that would be awesome!


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